Meaning Song Of Dear Agony

DEAR AGONY -  BREAKING BENJAMIN (T_T)

Dear Agony. Ok this is a really important song for me. It is because I'm just feeling every single thing I found in the lyrics. I'll try to explain a little what I think this songs refers to.


I have nothing left to give
I have found a perfect end
( well here it's like you think there's is nothing in your life that is wort for you to stay and the perfect end for that is to die)
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
( here he refers to some one who was there but at the end just hurt you And you want him/her to disappear
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
(You want someone to lead you to heaven. "Light the way" is just like show me how and I'll do it my self)
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
(Just telling the death to take your breath and I think is like some people say ones you die your soul enter another corp and you reborn. So at the end you just end were you began)

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
( here your enemy is a little like the people that didn't help you or the thing your fighting and you just fell it inside you. In reality the enemy is the depression or fear or only what you feel that is destroying you form the inside)

Dear agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear agony
(Here you literally ask to the agony you feel inside to stop to let you. You want it to disappear but when you see it doesn't go away and you still suffer you ask if you really have to die to stop everything)

Suddenly the lights go out
Let forever drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
(There every light of hope disappear and your alone. Then the agony drugs you down to her kingdom. You try to fight to escape " for one last breath" you fight till the end when you can't fight anymore)

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear agony
(You ask not to buried by the agony who really is your enemy under your skin a "faceless enemy" that don't know but that you feel. You say sorry to every thing in the world to every one. You ask one last time is death is really the only way left. That's why you're sorry, because your gona leave and you still think someone is there to hear you or you just say sorry because you have no strength left to fight and you want to end it all already with the only solution: Death)

Leave me alone
God, let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love, pull me down
Hate, lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
(You ask to your agony to be alone. You ask god to let you die already. Your blue and cold may be like I'm already dying and my warm is gone. I don't really get why the sky will burn. When love pull you down and hate lift you up it's like you loved and you just weren't loved back an you went down and think "if love make me fall the hate will bring me up. You turn around one last time but you see nothing more than darkness. There nothing left then you don't have to stay)

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
(You are already far away for this world. And the pain the fear the agony disappeared for ever = you committed suicide.

Dear agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear agony

I feel nothing anymore
(You repeat one last time your last thoughts and it all ends. The agony won, nobody helped you, your far and don't feel pain anymore)

Well this is what I felt when I hear this song and some how this is what I lived in the past. Some times I still feel like giving up but I'll tell you some thing important. Even in the darkest day there is always some one who will make you stand, make you laugh or hear you and help you.
Sorry if my English is not so good I don't write much in English so there may be some mistakes.



Hope you like my interpretation and it may help somehow.